I have strep throat.
Lauren took me to the doctor. I felt bad about that. She had to take off from work. I really didn't want her too, but she kept insisting. I think she's mad at my dad now. Over me. How he could care less about any of us. I didn't know she could get that loud.
I hope they don't split up because I wouldn't want to be here if she wasn't here. It would just be this horrible life sentence to have to be around him all the time. I don't want to ever be like him.
We really have nothing to say to each other. We just don't. We never will. God, why am I writing this. I might have to blow my nose again.
Why is it when you're sick all this negative stuff just pours out of you, huh? Bet Lon has never had a moment like this.
Anyway, I don't think Lauren would leave with Logan and Lori. But its there. It could happen. I know it could.
I have to stop thinking about this.
What is it with me? A woman makes me tomato soup and grilled cheese sandwich and I consider her family. She took my temp too and she felt my forehead. See its little things like that ..that keep me going.