Monday. More quiet than usual. Exams to study for. I should be studying, but you know how it is. Anything but. Guitar Hero comes first. It just takes my mind off stuff, you know. I need that. i do. And I'm stuck on that Devil Comes to Georgia song. Its driving me crazy. God, why can't I quit trying.
I've been avoiding Jen. Um, and Kurt kissed someone in the hall and it wasn't a guy. Guess Jen was wrong after all.
Even Steph has been quiet. You know, its like, we didn't go to the mall, after all. No one saw us even if we had pizza at the food court. I know, what more could I ask for? Seriously? I don't know, I kind of liked talking to her after all. Maybe it won't last long. You know. Talking. I'll get over it. I have Guitar Hero, you know.
I kind of wished I hadn't, you know, well, not been that way at homecoming with her. I shouldn't have. It was just I hate when people decide who you should like. I hate Jen. OK, thats harsh, but please, I don't need her help, you know.
So its really OK if Steph never speaks to me again. Its really OK. I have to keep telling myself that.