School is killing me. It just is. Maybe its because I was away so long on break. Without Steph. Getting myself back together over Sarah.
I guess all is forgiven, but I really should write her a letter only I don't know what to say. And not sure if its exactly something to bring up to Steph about. So I haven't.
So yeah, back to running laps and what not. God, they want me to the distant running thing. I'm like the only one, too. Isn't that special. Coach says I have the body for it. I had a long laugh over that one. Which he thought was silly and made me run more laps. Can't a guy get a break?
I'm off to a running start of the new year.
I'm in dire need of sleep. I swear I'm coming down with something. Just don't know what. I don't think I caught anything from Ellie nor Kyle. She did give me a call other night and we talked more then than we did when I was there. Crazy. I don't think she told me everything. She just talked about movies and music and that sort of thing. You know, like she had to get her mind off something else. Then she said how happy she was for me and Steph, but she sounded really sad about it. I didn't know what to say. I don't know if I was any help. I told her to talk to Nick. Not that I have anything against Eric. Its just I know he considers her a friend. And she just needs a friend. I wonder if she'll talk to him.