OK, the truth is I know Lon wants to get back with Sarah. I still don't know what happened for him to want to change his mind about her. And it doesn't matter. If that's what he wants, then he should go for it.
I told this to Steph and I'm not sure she really wanted to hear it. I hate that I talked about it, but I couldn't talk to anyone else about it, but here.
I know I should just go to bed.
I guess Ellie is really broke up with Eric now. She's going out with Elliot. I still think she should give Eric another chance. But she's moving on.
I guess I should move on too. But I'm not sure I'm moving as fast as Ellie is.
Steph just makes me smile. I hope I made up for all that talking about Sarah. We kissed on the couch for quite awhile tonight in the livingroom doing homework.
Man, I still wish I was kissing her. I'm wanting her so bad at the moment. I don't know if thats good or bad. I think its for all the right reasons. Its not because I want to forget about Sarah. Its not. I have a feeling though...Steph might not believe me.
I'm getting Steph flowers, chocolates and the Nick and Norah's infinite playlist movie. I hope that's enough. We'll probably go out for pizza.